Today go out with a group of friend......

Today go out with a group of friend ting xian, pui ling, hui shi, eileen and hwei khim but i today feels so sian and angry because today we go out and find a job but we look like not a group of friend go out like then is like 3 people a group go out.... and then make me feels so angry and it make me think about my sad thing again because one of my friend then have go out with we all because i do not know what happen to her and me and she stop talking to me already make me feels so sad but i today feels like not going out one but because of job then i go one..... and all my friend tell me then if she do not one to talk to you then you do not friend her.... but my heart tell me i have to find out what happen to me and she and why she do not one to friend me already.... and now i wish energy and niu nai come to singapore quickly......